The Pivot Is the Work
What happens when you stop planning the exit
Most midlife pivots start the same way.
It’s late.
You’re still answering emails.
Nothing is technically wrong.
But you’re already tired of explaining why you’re still there.
I remember sitting in meetings and realizing I felt nothing. No irritation. No interest. Just a kind of professional numbness. I wasn’t angry. I wasn’t panicked. I was drained. The kind of drained that doesn’t show up on a performance review.
That’s when the thought shows up. I need out.
That moment matters. Realizing you can’t do this for another fifteen years is not weakness. It’s clarity.
The mistake comes after.
If “getting out” is the only goal, you don’t pivot. You flee.
Different industry. Same exhaustion.
New title. Same emptiness.
That’s not reinvention. That’s survival.
The Question I Didn’t Want to Ask
For a long time, I believed the purpose came after the pivot.
Once I figured out what was next.
Once I escaped.
Once something finally clicked.
That belief kept me stuck.
What I’m slowly accepting is this. What if the pivot itself is the purpose?
Not the business.
Not the consulting practice.
Not the passion project that finally gains traction.
The work of deliberately reshaping your life at midlife, while still carrying responsibility, still showing up, still paying bills.
That part.
Gen X doesn’t believe in arrival.
We watched loyalty get punished.
We learned early that the ladder disappears without warning.
So why do we keep pretending there’s a destination where it all makes sense?
What This Looks Like in Real Life
I work full-time in technology sales. I show up. I do the work. I’m good at it.
I’m also building CTRL-ALT-REINVENT.
The community.
This newsletter.
The writing.
The coaching.
It happens early mornings and late nights. In the margins. In the space where energy is already thin.
People ask me, “When are you going to quit and do this full-time?”
I understand the question. The mythology says you have to burn the boats. Bet everything. Jump.
But I’m not doing that.
Because the point isn’t escape.
The point is proof.
Proof that Gen X doesn’t have to choose between stability and reinvention.
Proof that you can build something real without detonating your life to do it.
Some days I worry this looks like hesitation instead of intention. That I’ll be judged for not jumping, even though jumping isn’t the point.
The method is the work.
Survival vs Legacy
Here’s the distinction I keep coming back to.
A survival pivot asks: What can I escape to?
A legacy pivot asks: What can I build that others can use?
Survival is personal.
Relief. Freedom. A way out.
Legacy is structural.
A path.
A system.
Something repeatable.
When I stopped treating my transition like a personal crisis and started treating it like a case study, everything shifted.
I’m not just changing roles.
I’m documenting what works when experience meets constraint.
I’m building inside the reality I actually have.
That’s the purpose.
Finishing Right
I’m in my fifties with grandsons. I’ve been in the workforce long enough to know what matters and what doesn’t.
I’m not starting over.
I’m finishing something I started decades ago: figuring out how to build work that lasts without selling out or burning out.
The pivot isn’t an interruption.
It’s the culmination.
If I do this right, I’m not just changing my own trajectory.
I’m proving something to people in our generation who quietly believe they missed their window.
That matters.
The Work Ahead
You don’t find purpose after the pivot.
You build it into the pivot.
Stop waiting for clarity to arrive. It won’t.
Stop treating this phase like a detour. It isn’t.
Treat the transition itself as the work.
Make it systematic.
Make it visible.
Make it something others can follow.
That’s how the pivot becomes the purpose.
That’s how you finish right.
What would change if you stopped planning your exit and started building something worth staying inside?
CTRL: R
I’m documenting this pivot as I live it inside CTRL-ALT-REINVENT.
The thinking, the friction, the systems, the misses.
If you’re building without burning the boats, that’s where the work happens.
→ CTRL-ALT-REINVENT on Skool.
CTRL by JP Bristol
Clarity. Tenacity. Reinvention. Legacy.




Hey JP, well written! Where were you years ago???? I could have learned this sooner rather than later.
Love this, JP. At 67 I'm staying in my thing because I love it, I'm great at it, and it fuels this part (what's next beyond my thing)